Post Treatment Issues

Since February 27th everything has been pretty good. Troy is struggling with the length of time it is taking for his body to heal from the radiation. He's frustrated to say the least. He has only had 2 doctors' appointments since the last post - one with Dr. Riley and one with Dr. Machuta (she is one of the radiation oncologists that rotates at Dr. Allen's office). Dr. Riley just sees Troy on a monthly basis for the next year and he checks down Troy's throat to make sure everything is going as it should. Dr. Machuta walked in and said to Troy, "Let me guess, you feel like..." and she basically rolled down every symptom and feeling that Troy was experiencing at this point. This made Troy feel better knowing that this is the way he is supposed to be feeling - like crap! He has been going through a little bout of depression (which seems to have subsided over the past week). He just said that he wakes up and just relives the nightmare of the pain, feeding himself through his PEG tube, and pouring his medicines through the PEG also. He can't wait to get it removed. In fact, we were supposed to leave for Disney tomorrow, but we pushed it back to April 18th and then pushed it back again to May 2nd in the hopes that Troy would feel a lot better and he would have the tube removed by then. Keep your fingers crossed for us!! Anyway, Dr. Machuta gave Troy a steroid to take which will help the swelling in his neck. She said the biggest side effect of the medication is irritability which just makes me laugh... you mean he's going to be more irritable!!!? Great. We're doing well and the kids are doing well and we're looking forward to a vacation. Speaking for myself, you have no idea how much.